will you be around?

I don't make sense.
I get angry too quickly.
I am hopeless.
I am way too opinionated.
I am selfish.
I am alone.
I don't try hard enough.
I want to be accepted.
I need attention.
I am shallow.


I am only human.

Dec 1
“I mean if life’s so hard already, why do we bring so much trouble on ourselves. What’s up with the need to hit the self-destruct button? Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we’re wired that way because without it… I don’t know. Maybe we just wouldn’t feel real. What’s that saying… Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.” Meredith Grey